Monday, January 28, 2013

finally...

Hello guys and dolls! I hope your Monday is starting off on the right foot/side of the bed/whatever other expression you can think of.
I am writing this post from the inside of the beautiful Standpipe Coffee House. I love this place. I always come here to do my homework. They play the best music and have the best coffee, SUCK IT STARBUCKS.
You guys, something happened this morning, and I'm really not sure how I feel about it. I mean, this is legendary. It changes my whole entire outlook on life. I might even just have to change my whole existence. Because...
My 8:00 am Algebra class was canceled.
Oh. My. Stars.
This hasn't ever happened before. I don't know how to feel. In the past 3 consecutive years of taking 8 am classes, not ONE has ever been canceled. Apparently my professor had a serious migraine. So Dr. Haas, feel better...but thank you Jesus for my free morning! I wasn't feeling the algebra flowin' through the ole veins this morning.
I'd much rather feel Standpipe coffee flowing through my veins. *twitch

Well, this weekend was a rather productive one for me. I woke up fairly early on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. I cleaned house, did laundry, and even read a book! But by the time Sunday came around my usual three day weekend was starting to drag on. After three days of sitting around essentially doing nothing, I really had nothing left to do. Shocker. So, I sat around the house moping all day yesterday. I tend to do that. Feel sorry for myself. Is that a girl thing, or just a Hannah thing?
Either way, I really need to quit.
I just tend to get in these moods where I feel "pointless," as I put it all day yesterday. But, that seems really ridiculous now that I am in a good mood. I have absolutely nothing to be sad about.
except that maybe my coffee is gone now. meh.
But, really I think everyone has those days where they just want to be sad. Nothing that happens will make them happy. It is a perfectly normal human experience. Which I think is silly. Sadness shouldn't even be a real human emotion. It just makes everything seem a little bit gray, if that makes sense. It's perfectly normal to have "sad days," so don't feel alone.

So, the next time you're feeling down, call me up and I will serenade you, or bring you chocolate and flowers, or maybe even take you for a ride in my car. Ohhh fun!

Something to note;
 I am really trying to get my YouTube account to be something worth watching. I love blogging and vlogging and making videos, so if there is anything that seems particularly interesting to be put in video form message me, or text me, or Facebook me and let me know.

Thanks for reading and please, PLEASE...stay excellent!

Monday, January 14, 2013

back in the groove

Hello everyone!! Today was my first day back at school after Christmas break, and it went well considering I only had one class this morning! Woo! I think most students went back today, and I hope you all had good first days! If you've already been back, then I hope your semester is going well.
I only had one class this morning, I have another one at 6pm, but my first class went really great! I had algebra, and its a fairly small class, and my professor seems nice. The only real issue I have with the class is that it's at 8am in the morning, but since I work, my school schedule is a little goofy.
I am making this post today, because I just had an epiphany this morning.
I really like where I am right now. Honestly, I wouldn't change a thing. A lot of people really don't like Angelina College (which is where I am taking classes. Go road runners) but I was so excited to get up and go to class this morning! I am really blessed to be able to even have the opportunity to go to any college in the first place.
A lot of people "hate" Lufkin. I could not be happier to be back in my home town. I'm close to family, I know my way around, and it just feels like home.
I've made decisions in life that have lead me to be where I am today, and I've made the choice to be happy about it. If you know me, you know I like to complain. I admit, I'm a huge whiney baby, but I've made the decision that I'm not going to waste my time being sad about it anymore.
Because, that's exactly what it is. A total waste of time. Recent decisions have led me to where I am today, and now since it's an entire new year I know that even more decisions I make will lead to even more changes. Good, or bad.
I really do feel like this is where I am supposed to be at this point in my life. I don't feel like my mistakes have ruined my life, or effected me that drastically. I have changed, but not for the negative.
Everyone that knows what has happened recently expects me to be hurt, and honestly I am. Every day is a really big challenge, but I have to make the choice to wake up, get dressed, be happy, and not let anyone see a single tear on my face. It isn't an easy thing, but as the days go by it's getting to be less of a choice and more of a habit. I love where I am, and I love who I am. Though I have made some serious mistakes in the past, I will not let them define who I am now.
It seems like my posts are getting shorter and shorter, but I just really want to say what's on my mind some times, and so I do!
I hope that this semester is peachy for everyone! If you have any suggestions or requests of what I should write my next post about, please feel free to do so. Comment on my link, or shoot me a message.
Stay Excellent (and warm)!

Friday, January 4, 2013

2013 is here!

Hey guys! How was everyone's Christmas and New Year celebrations? I hope they were as great as mine! I got to see all of my family and friends, I'm kind of sad that it is over.
But, since the new year has officially begun, according to my calendar, I believe it is time for me to make my New Year's Resolutions!
Normally, I do not even go through the trouble of making resolutions for myself because I don't feel passionately enough about something to change my entire life because of it. As in, some people give up sweets...eh, momma likes chocolate. I don't think so.
Some people say they are going to work out more. That's cool! Great! But it lasts about a week for me, and then I completely forget that I made that resolution.
But, this year I decided that there is something that I feel pretty good about actually changing my life for it. I have made a few blogs in the past about my hair, and how much I dye my hair, and cut it, etc etc. I have decided that for the entire year of 2013 I will not dye or cut my hair.
I still have some blonde that I need to get rid of, and I need a trim, but other than keeping my hair healthy, I will not be altering it!
I'm hoping that at the end of the year, my hair will be long enough to donate to Locks of Love, and if it isn't, then I will just keep growing it out until it is!
I think this is a good new year's resolution for me because, not only do I damage my hair A LOT with the constant dying, but, I also think it's really important to show yourself that image isn't everything. I'm a big supporter of groups like Locks of Love, but I've always been to obsessed with my own hair to even donate! So, I'm setting aside my love for my own hair this year, and trying to keep others in mind.
I would love to hear all of your new year's resolutions! I also hope that everyone's year is a great one!
I think 2013 is going to an awesome year for me, I can feel it!
Stay Excellent!